September 15, 2018
I had a "flash dream/vision" this morning.
I saw the darkened sky, with storm clouds moving in from left to right I knew that was my book - "Return to Pure Worship". In my dream, I said to God: "You are so amazing - I want to know You. And I want You to know me."
As I pondered the dream, my mind was taken back to the beginning of this "Great Faith Walk" that He called me on in the Spring of 1988. This was and is the summation of my walk - and is the standard for everyone's walk with Him, as He gave me this scripture at the very beginning:
Philippians 3:8-10.....
Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ, And be found in Him, not having mine own righteousness, which is of the law, but that which is through the faith of Christ, the righteousness which is of God by faith: That I may know Him, and the power of His resurrection, and the fellowship of His sufferings, being made conformable unto His death.....
And then the Promise, IF we continue on to Know Him.......AND allow Him to "know" us.
In order for anyone to know us, we must open our heart up to allow a person in. It's always a risk to let anyone into our secret place - the deep places of our being - with humans, we must be extremely cautious and discerning. But with the Living God, Who died for us - He proves Himself, over and over again, that He is worthy of our trust. He LOVES US perfectly, and only has our best interests at heart.
Romans 8:28-31...
And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to His purpose. for whom He did foreknow, He also did predestinate to be conformed to the image of His Son, that He might be the firstborn among many brethren. Moreover whom He did predestinate, them He also called: and whom He called, them He also justified: and whom He justified, them He also glorified. What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us?
Revelation 3:19-22 ...
As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten: be zealous therefore, and repent. Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear My voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with Me. To him that overcometh will I grant to sit with Me in My throne, even as I also overcame, and am set down with my Father in His throne. He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches.
John 4: 23, 24.....
But the hour cometh, and now is, when the true worshippers shall worship the Father in spirit and in truth: for the Father seeketh such to worship Him. God is a Spirit: and they that worship Him must worship Him in spirit and in truth.
The revelation that the Lord gives a person, is the revelation they must walk out in their own life. Without actually walking it out-applying the truth to your own life- - you just become a hearer of the Word, and not a doer of the Word which develops a very dangerous- "self-deception" and a very serious warning: For unto whomsoever much is given, of him shall be much required. Persecution ALWAYS comes when the Lord unveils Truths that have been hidden or lost due to one thing - RELIGION VERSES RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM!
Author
Bobbi was born in Dayton, Ohio, on December 9, 1952, at a “wee 5 lbs. 11 ozs." and with the cord wrapped around her neck five times. At an early age, she became tenacious at surviving. This trait worked in her the pioneer spirit to “know and explore” and to push the envelop in her own life. Her family moved several times, and finally, built a house on Eagle Lake, just outside Edwardsburg, MI. Bobbi’s summers and winters were filled with all that comes with living on a lake. Her home life changed dramatically when she was 16 years old. On May 31, 1969, she had come in from outside and found her Dad - dead from a massive heart attack - he was 55. She still excelled in school: Cheerleader, National Honor Society, Treasurer of Student Council, Treasure of her class throughout school, Jazz Dancing and performing, theater - almost any club she could get into in High School. Then the major life change happened that set the course for her destiny. In 1970, her choir teacher and husband had a summer stock theater in New Buffalo, Michigan. Bobbi auditioned and made the cut. A life changing role was granted to her: Aldonza, in Man of La Mancha. Her family and friends all thought that the dye was cast and that Bobbi would step into stardom somewhere down the road. No, there was an unseen “plan” from Heaven. The role introduced Bobbi to Marlene, who became her best friend. Marlene introduced Bobbi to the saving knowledge of the Lord Jesus Christ, that Fall in 1970 - which began the journey of a lifetime with the Savior……and His command: “Follow Me”! She is still following the Lamb, whither soever He goes, and with His Unfailing Grace, Mercy, and Faithfulness - will follow The Lamb - “and they loved not their lives unto the death”.
First, I want to dedicate this Book to my children, my treasures on this earth: my beautiful, multi -gifted daughter, with an anointed singing voice of an angel, Katharine; my strong, faithful, and “Samuel like in spirit”, son, Michael; and my Warrior- Prophet- King Son, Mighty in Strength and Valor, David; John, Katharine’s beloved husband, and very talented composer/singer and anointed man; Sheri, Michael’s beloved bride, with healing hands and a deep, wise, heart of understanding.
My children, at different ages, and stages in their lives, accompanied me on this journey, to “take the promise land”. They supported me, even though, at times, they had no idea what I was going to do next. And it did affect them.
My prayer for each of them, is that the seeds and revelations that were and are embraced through this journey, would “spring up suddenly” as a reward for them. And that they would know, in the depths of their being, that I love them with all my heart. And in the end, that they too, will be unashamed at the Glorious Appearing of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
“That my sons may be as plants grown up in their youth; that my daughters may be as corner stones, polished after the similitude of a palace.” And that they will hear, when the day is done: “Well done, thy good and faithful servant. Enter now into the Joy of the Lord.”
Also, I dedicate this book to the many beloved people, both in His Body, and ones that have yet to call on His Name, but will in due season; that by His Spirit, were woven, like a beautiful tapestry into my life and into my children’s lives.
I could not have walked this walk without all my people.
And last, I dedicate this Book to My Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, that posed the question to me at the very beginning, 50 years ago: “Wilt thou be made whole?”…..My heart was pricked, and by His Unfailing Grace and Mercy, He never let go of me, even though at times, my heart couldn’t go on.
Truly, the Vesture that is dipped in His Blood, and Words that He has chosen to write on that Vesture, when He breaks through the Clouds of Glory in TOTAL VICTORY: Even so, come Lord Jesus.
FAITHFUL AND TRUE
There is a principle in the Spirit realm regarding cost. If something doesn’t cost you much, it is not valued as much or valued at all, verses something that costs you a great deal. You treasure something when it has a “high price” on it.
On November 1, 1996 He commanded: Matthew 19:21: “IF thou wilt be perfect, go and sell that thou hast, and give to the poor, and thou shalt have treasure in heaven; and come and follow ME.”
It took my two sons and me a week to get rid of everything. Every day when He would wake me up at 3:22 a.m., He would instruct me of what we needed to get rid of and how to do it.
We had to believe Him for EVERYTHING: rent, food, clothing, protection, money for the utilities, gasoline, our health, our daily existence! AND I am still living this way to this day! He truly IS OUR ONLY SOURCE. Trust AND OBEY what He says, when He says and how He says.... is the only way! Only by His Grace and Mercy...and The Spirit of the Fear of The Lord. He alone is the Most High God. We, as His children MUST REVERENCE HIM....We are His Witness in this earth to non-believers!!!!!!! If we don't fear Him, why should they!!!!!!!!!! The Spirit of the Fear of the Lord is going to be the FIRST thing that the Lord of Hosts is going to restore to His Body of Believers. For it is written: Proverbs 14:27...The fear of the LORD is a fountain of life, to depart from the snares of death. Proverbs 16:6...By mercy and truth iniquity is purged: and by the fear of the LORD men depart from evil.
I had a son who was 11, and a son who was two., three cats and two goldfish! Living in an apartment with no furniture or extra comfort stuff (including clothing-bear minimum) and sometimes no food. Remember the children of Israel, after physically leaving Egypt, they too, had testings of no food and sometimes no water for a short while. NOTE: The Lord of Hosts Knows how long a test can last. Living this way is quite humbling and a true experience of FIRE!
We lived that way for a great, great while. September 2001 was the beginning of a restoration of “stuff”.
One afternoon, in 1997, I was laying on the floor, BEGGING the Lord to be made free and to deliver me and my sons. His Word came swiftly and firmly: “NOT WITHOUT COST!” Immediately after that strong rebuke, I turned to the window, and there was a shadow of a cross on the wall. I began to weep as I knew what the Holy Spirit was saying by showing me that cross.
This small book cost Heaven everything. Jesus laid down His Glory and took on humanity and then “became sin” for my salvation. These precious truths that have been revealed to me, AND embraced, by His Grace and Mercy, have cost me everything too. But like Paul wrote in Philippians 3:8, 10 -“Yea doubtless, I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ…………
That I may know Him and the power of His resurrection, and the fellowship of His sufferings, being made conformable unto His Death.”
Romans 8:18…..”For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the GLORY which shall be revealed in us……Amen and Amen.
So as you read this book, “Remember”, the Lord warned: Count the Cost before you start…..
Luke 9:62- “And Jesus said unto him, No man, having put his hand to the plow, and looking back, is fit for the Kingdom of God.:” Luke 14:28, 33, 34, 35…”For which of you, intending to build a tower, sits not down first, and counts the cost, whether he has sufficient to finish it?…So likewise, whosoever he be of you that forsake not all that he hath, he cannot be my disciple. Salt is good: but if the salt have lost his savor, wherewith shall it be seasoned? It is neither fit for the land, nor fit for the dunghill; but men cast it out. He that hath ears to hear, let him hear.”
WARNING: Not everyone is called to sell all that they have. That command came to me. What Jesus Christ, the Savior is asking is this: “Will you allow Me to become your all in all?” That will transpire to each individual as HE sees and calls each one to OBEDIENCE TO HIS WILL and not ours.